ES,
I want to write your first name on here so badly.
The name with a million personalities
the name that breaks my heart every day.
Some may think I have the saddest life,
first 'him' and of course now you, ES.
Oh, but it doesn't stop there.
DO NOT think I haven't suffered like this before
Because I have
sure there was EB...but he's a senior
he never even spoke a word to me,
it was solely based on looks
and his beautiful pure smile.
Thats why I liked EB.
But ES, and 'him'
the one I am newly over.
They are held closer to my heart,
for reasons I may never even know
Reasons unspoken to many.
Only heard by a mere two ears.
My best friend.
it's actually sort of strange.
you my friend (ES)
never really appealed to me much at all.
you SURELY are not my usual "type"
1. You'll never love me oh, wait...
2. You are in fact Black.
3. You're a complete and total jock
4. You hang out with the beautiful popular girls, minus that one bird face
It makes me smile just thinking about how everything started.
i won't go into detail because OF COURSE you already know who this is.
so how we met, and began talking is not an important factor.
Because you and I both know
It's nothing special, but to me it started this whole mess
That's all for now ES.
I really do think I love you.
Until my heart gives out.
I love you.
